The aftereffects........

Today was a little off beat . A casual passer - by would obviously not perceive the grandeur , and the pomp and show of the night's gone festival Diwali . For today , the streets were only clouded with bits of papers , many bits , the only remnant and the one reminder to yesterday's celebration . All these will yet be lost tomorrow again , for the cleaners have their holidays not .

Then again the streets seem so goth , so unperturbed , yet so complacent of the obvious festivity . People tend to discover newer realms of spiritual existence , from Diwali , shrouded under higher knowledge , a sense of compulsive , covert erudition , not available to all. We pride ourselves with the knowledge of such mystic truths on this day , but where is the implication of such knowledge in the weeks that follow .

Men 's knowledge their austerity , are slowly soiled by the ever so cruel and unfathomably ruthless elan of the mechanical power . Their prowess , is nothing but their routine ........ for that is all that they can manage .

Pollution has always been under question , but people have much double standards , they conveniently forget that crakers are major cause of pollution . Not that i defy crackers , not at all ......
It is just that its bursting must be regulated , for purpose that our very own younger generation , can effectively sustain their environment for they too are entitled to being and joy .... are they not?

Technology ..... proceed in lesser breakthroughs which a cumulative effect upon our physical or trans temporal state ........

Do we even believe that , such a custom had ever existed , for we are fraught with logic , Reason blinds us and our fore will is beyond our understanding . For we work only towards survival , so do all.

But what has become survival . Our the ages the very base of the word has undergone a unsurpassed change , beyond even our comprehension ...........
because survival is no more about life span its about race for money......

The superpowers of the world are at constant untold wars , striking miseries in regions yet unperceived as the obvious effects . The ruthless political mind games force the weaker hard labourers into oblivion , or much worse .............

The aftereffects are certain .......... but it is periodic ..... every year men take oaths at Lakshmi's foot claiming goodwill , and the middle path ..... what happened to those vows , are they just vouched in a matter of factual manner , is there no end to such and such hypocracies of selfishness ........ to menial a word to even describe the fore .......

Does Diwali not enlighten us with its ancient truths for it is clad in peace but it is enshrouded , obscured , concealed in higher gospels which is yet burlesqued by science as a mere mokery of existance itself........

Shall we never learn???

Diwali Dhamaka

" Diwali ka tyohaar hai aur log Jashn mana rahe hai......."

A little cliched but not too extravagant for the ongoing festival .
Diwali - oft referred to as the festival of light - brings joy and hope to the people of India . People eagerly await for this one festival to let loose their joy...........

As we walk down the streets , we see porches of house adorned with artistic forms of "Rangoli".... and the traditional diyas .



Men have no care for the world , for this time is when families get together and celebrate in oneness . But some are not as fortunate ........ there is no celebration in their house . Maybe , because of the demise of a loved one ......... I had never seen peoples misfortune in this light until I was made aware of this through MR . Bachhan's blog ..... great man indeed.

The bursting of fire crackers is traditional , although many people are obviously unaware the obvious significance behind the act. "The burning of Evil ..... and the dawn of a new goodwill "

People oft subsidize the effort that goes into this unique festival .... One of a kind indeed .
There is a sense of austerity in the air and the feeling of ........ joy is just so rampant that few can oft escape from its clutches .



Even as i write ......... the sound of crackers fill the night sullen air , with a dry eerie sense of longing . For tomorrow , there shall be no enjoyement , no celebration , as if a clock has been turned backward , rather forward , as men return to their Monotonous life of labour , student return to their temple of education , and children are yet unaware why we had to burst crackers .



In all such joy , such fancy , we forget those lives of the temple preists , well thaey had a lot of work to o today didn't they ....
Maybe more than they usually do , but they don't complain , cause they are drenched in the fore joy of worshiping the goddess Mahalaxmi , the bringer of wealth , or so it is told . For them , the celebration is not about candles diya or crackers , it goes farther beyond them , the very spiritual significance of the festivity , comming of Ram , celebrated throughout as a sense of pride , of defeat of good over Evil .The age old fight , oft repeated in history , and oft recorded in scriptures , Ramayana , Mahabharata , Even the bible , khoran , Tohrah .......




Then again , darkness prevails over light .... is what we have been imparted since childhood , the very genre of this festival reflects this ancient truth ..... But none contemplate , none reflect ...Because they have no time from their busy lives ... mechanical .. modern ... thats the names that we give to our generation .. as an excuse for our loss at culture , loss at our life's values

Have we forgotten what we really are , have we ? If we have we can only hope that such festivals remind us of our path and serve as a becon .....

Until then taking leave ........

Amit

Infatuation

Real strong word .... but very common amongst teenagers really.

I was victim to proportions of such sort myself , along with some of my friends.
When college started i met this ( i mean saw ) one girl , and thought that she looked cute.
That's the stepping stone to infatuation

Lesson no 1 : NEVER THINK A GIRL IS CUTE UNLESS U KNO HER WELL PERSONALLY : Lest u become subject to haunting thoughts about that girl

Then another of my friend introduced me to one of his classmate , then i seemed to think , nice girl , wonder what kinda girl frnd she would make.

Statutory warning : Never think like that

one of the best examples Samrat and Gunjan , varied sorts of college falling in love with each other ( lame)

Lesson number 2 : NEVER THINK WHAT KINDA GIRL FRIEND A GIRL WOULD MAKE : cause trust me you don't want to get tied down to girlfriends and commitment and all


One of my friends , had a crush on this one girl , well no harm in taking names now is there
( Abhilash and let the girl remain confidential for now )
I saw how he struggled to get her . The level of desperation , fueling his mind with adrenaline and thus causing his downfall because that girl who was once his friend doesn't even sleep facing his direction of late

Lesson number 3 : NEVER GO BEHIND GIRL YOU HAVE JUST MET : its Ok if they accept but if they don't you are simply losing one more likely friend prospect.

Then as the sands of time counted down , i got to know the girl i was talking about first a little better , and came across the fact that she was supposedly commited , or was she?
(let us stop here lest the information becomes too obvious) ,
I learnt of sorts that is better to not hit on a commited girl even though you are aquainted to her boyfriend because that prospect can be quite demeaning now wont it?
There arises a moral conflict in looking at your friends girl friend as more than just a friend

Lesson number 4 : NEVER CRUSH ON A COMMITED WOMEN : lest you get beaten up by her boyfriend or your conscience

Then the dude broke up with her , or maybe she broke up with him , either way , I thought my chances got better , and started trying on her , but my conscience should kick in at the right moment . I was dared to say something to her , which i did but the perverts interpretted it quite differently . I started to dream about her ......... Then i started meditating to clear my dreams of such unnecessary distractions .... yes unnecessary indeed . Then Abhi started hitting on her and the girls ex - boy friend started hitting on the other girl ........ Strange

Lesson number 5 : NEVER , I REPEAT , NEVER THINK THAT YOU CAN GET A GIRL : even if you do think limited lest it disturb your social life or worse your academic life woooo!!!

College - A paradox of sorts

Once after you get into college , you are no more yourself , supposedly ..... You are metamorphosed , or is it really necessary?



Well we must think about that now , should we not ? College has strange ways of acting on the very thoughts of a person setting it into utter turmoil , ambiguity and most of all confusion.


What are the thoughts that run through an average college student , excuse me did i mention there is no such thing as an average college student .

No one has same way of assessing situation , in a strange cataclysmic turn of events every single teeneger was bestowed with what we call "sense of reason" , but is actually a defiance term used against once parents when one is reminded of his responsibilties.

Crushes and Infatuation are the catch phrases of college , colleges were designed for unrealistic infatuation with no surreal base whatsoever.
There are many people who struggle with feeling o overwhelming order , distraught by such terms and alliance of memory. There such amongst us who still remain in the shade about their feelings towards another , lest they become a laughing stock of the college.
There are many more who don't know politics quite as well.

There are still other classes like Casanovans , who know exactly what to do , or do they?
Maybe girls fall for heir looks , A girl dosn't see beyond that ( supposedly) .



And then again what else do they want a tough boyfriend to protect them from danger , and then dispose them away as of no worth ... real strange.

Then there are others who are tagged nerds ..............
Then again there are many amongst them who really are and those of them who are made into one. But they are not subject of this discussion.

There are many who state , claim or write about college saying that it is a "Rolercoster ride" ..
Well I pity these hard hearts ... this is such a cliche that anyone foolish enough to write or say that has no value whatsoever , even though they try to sound profound.

There are many more who act profound ... callous , if u will ........ always silent , seldom speaking , and that to with such scorn that they burn themselves . Well i have already had a lot to say about such people , but this is enough to say an example is a boy who raced me once and who is of assumption that his talent has had its way.......... Well i kno that it is very comforting to live in the darkness of cumulatively obvious facts .,, but we can't blame them can we.

College is best described by every person in his own being , there is no perfect description of a college experience because students themselves are different.

Romantic.......Guess not?

Looks like the world in still in the after mirth of valentine's day . I don't perceive anything wrong in that. All through , I'd state that the world will still remain there until the next time the day arrives any way just so that i experience this genre too I shall write something nice mushy and all......




But let me warn seasoned romantic readers i am still an amateur and am bound to be frail with words .. please do overlook.

It started one , summer evening , the birds had just left for rest and one didn't seem to hear those sweet sounds of birds . The air smelled fresh after the light drizzle that had honored the earth by its graceful presence only minutes ago.

Reg was still pondering , alone in his room going over his routine thoughts , except that it had to be one of the new thoughts that grabbed his focus . Reg was waiting for his first day in Junior high to start ... like every other young man who waits patiently for a new bike or his first date will no less.

Reg woke up early the next morning set into his monotonous routine of brushing and bathing.
Reg had a peculiar way of bathing...... he'd start to draw his bath ... he'd walked down get the news paper......and walkback up in whcih time the bath would already be drawn........
He'd strip bathe a bucket full first followed by brushing his teeth and another bucket ..........

But , Reg broke his ordered monotonous life , because he couldn't wait to meet Selena...... the girl of his dreams .


Reg had seen Selena when he had first entered junior high the previous year and his heart instantly jumped a beat. He knew someone like Selena had to have been made by God when he was extremely happy .... or when he had a lot of time at his disposal..... Will God has all eternity .. it had to be the first one.



Reg thought about Selena all the time ....... He felt that her smile radiated pure ecstacy and he knew that he wouldn't love anyone else ever...
(I personally think this reg dude needs a life)

Reg saw more of selena everyday , in his dreams , in the coffee shop , in his bathroom(Scary) , and in his lunch (Thts just plain weird).

Reg was no longer himself when he looked in the mirror it was not red that he saw but it was a man deeply in love with heartfelt feelings towards his only love. All his meditation had gone astray , he no longer had control over his emotions . He really neede to know what was in Selena's mind.

He finally mustered all his emotions strengths and feelings into one question (Good luck old chap) .
It was gym class and he knew that he had to choose a partner for his next routine , amd he knew who that would be.


In gym .........
He walked straight to the girl in long grey uniform tracks ( Lahame) , with long blonde hair , and a affable smile onto her, without even staling a glance towards the cute girl with black hair , unaware that she was waiting for Reg to approach her . She was just a taddy bit lean but her height would compensate that.
"Hey Samantha i want you to be my partner...."




Samantha was one of Selena's best friends and Selena trusted no one more than her , and she'd have it no other way. (By now u know what reg is getting at??? Rite .... well pucker up cause u really don't)

At the end of gym class , As Mr. Neil left the gym , Reg fell to his knees in front of the whole class and asked her out ........
Samantha was soo bedazzled , cause everyone in class knew about Reg's Alleged crush and Selena knew too ... Hence it came as a little surprise to everyone , Especially Selena who was heartbroken , because she had hoped that Reg would ask her out ..... Because she too harbored a crush on Reg.............

Samantha knew Psychology too well , to know why he had asked her out instead of Selena , she decided to play along.
In the following weeks , Reg spent most of his time with Samantha , flirting with her right in front of Selena , and more..........

Selena began to grow insecure .... She had to get Reg to notice her , she topped class once to impress Reg , but it seemed like he was least bothered.

Finally Selena couldn't take the pressurizer , she had to know what Reg was thinking , her mind was being ripped apart from the pain of her own internal conflict. She decided that it was upon her to take her first strides towards the new relation. She planned the proposal for weeks , finally she came up with a rather flashing idea came upon her , like being bestowed with that higher erudition one always longs for , That "Eureka" moment.

She had everything set right to give Reg the biggest Surprise of his life , and she was sure it would move him.

But on the other side of the story , Reg was growing increasingly intimate with Samanth . There began to rise a unique sense of longing or oneness with Samantha , he couldn't quite explain it , but it just happened.

Over the weeks Selena began to set her plans Straight , Reg was rather in the dark about his feelings for Samantha and Samantha was blissfully unaware of all that was happening........

After days of planning which seemed to stretch to weeks and then a month Selena had formulated the most faultless plan that she could come up with , and she knew that the time to carry out the plan would be at hand soon.

Prom was coming up and the college was in a big hustle , everyone moving everywhere asking anyone they came across lest they be left behind in seclusion on the day of the Prom.

As expected , Selena walked up to Reg , and everyone's breth stood still for a moment ..... it looked like the tables had turned , or had it really?....... thought Reg .... all these days i tried to talk to her but now she's come to me........ But Reg's expectations were short lived , and so were the breathlessness of people which soon turned into muffled sobs of a sort because Selena did something very strange , indeed ......

"Hey ! Mike will u go to the prom with me ?".........

Now Mike here , was one amongst Reg's oldest and best frnds .... and it came as a little surprise to him that what had happened had actually chanced . Mike had been asked to the Prom by so many girls that he had almost lost count ........ almost , but 28 was not a hard number to remember. He had the same reply for all of them ........

"I'll have to think about it babe !! "

But he couldn't say that to Selena , there was something in her eyes...... He just cudn't refuse.

"Sure babe........"

Selena turned away setting her hair into a flow and left in one fluid motion leaving Reg wondering what had happened ..........

"Did this really happen ? " He asked an equally baffled Samantha , who was lost for words because she thought ....... well hell with what she thought the recent happenings were even beyond her understanding.

The rest of the days upto the prom night had nothing interesting , atleast to Reg , cause he sat in front of his PC and poured out his heart all day long ....... He was now more confused than he had ever been .......

Prom night was not much different ..... his mind was still in a haze unaware of the obvious fact.
When he walked into the gym with Samantha his eyes scouted for Selena and ....... Mike ??..
He found Selena at the far end of the room near the punch .... but Mike was walking away from her , as in rage or disappointment .
Reg stepped toward her in one swift motion , and asked Mike what had happened ......
"The babe has been using me dude ....... She just wanted me to drop her to the prom and when i asked her for some action she denied me flat"......



This was not the Mike he knew .. atleast he hoped . "asked her for action" , does anyone do that on the first date ... it seemed strange , and even stranger coming from a friend.

He walked upto Selena , and laid his hand on her shoulder to console her , he could see her beautiful eyes through that wet curtain of tears that had hidden her eyes .... and he instantly remembered why he had fallen in love with her.
Those eyes , it had captivated his entire presence the very first time he laid his eyes upon her.

Now , after almost a Semester of 'playboy politics' he knew what to do.
"Hey , Don't worry Selena ........ Do you want me take you home ?"

"You are a good friend Reginauld , I never should have asked mike out .. " Saying so she embraced Reg , and he was in complete surrender , not wishing to fight her.

As they left the room ..... sparks were flying between them ... and all of Senior high knew that the most awaited couple had got together at last , - all because of one mistake by Mike - thought Reg .....

But when Samantha saw Selena turn round and wink at Mike , she understood everything ... the plan on which Selena had been working those hushed talks in the common room with Mike(supposedly) , and Mike's strange behaviour .

"Not really a surprise that Reg fell for someone with beauty and brains , despite the fact that he doesn't realize the mastermind behind their getting together... lols"

Well , what happened to Reg and Selena you ask .... well no one really knows that do they? .....
This is just one amongst many teenage union of hearts lost in the pages of politically thinking of Today ......

There maybe a Reg or a Selena going through this same fate at this very moment ....... but what makes this story special u ask .

Well the very fact that such young hearts exist must make it special do u not agree?

College started?

Lest some ask why i have not penned my thought for as long as i can rember .. i shall come out with a moderator of my own. My oly excuse tht i didn't blog till now is starting of college . And that is also my excuse to my such under toned menial unsophisticated style of writing tht i employ now.

Any ways back to basics . Let me jut flush out in very simple terms my thoughts about college.
Intruiguingly the teachers are far more intellegent than i expected them to be , besides how would i know, i hadn't even been to college.

Anyways about college its like i have made many new friends and Sujith has made none [Its starange how sujith keeps coming into topic rite...... Poor fellow] Anyways .... most peculiar child of all is Akshay Kumar i mean laugh riot.

And , after being apart from my blog and writing for so long only fueling my thoughts with novels and not much too. I have lost my control over language one which i used to posses. One which was very dear to me. Nonetheless ...... I shall break from my barriers of undermined styl to emerge as a newly born better Skilled writer until then.

And one more thing i think i'll blog regularly form now , to better rephrase it ........ I am of the opinion that i shall pen my thoughts on a far frequent and regular basis.

The end .... as in exams

Finally i can loosen up a little..... because finally all exams are over... and as far as i am concerned those phukut arts subject are that part of my life which is surpassed.??

Let us not bore u with the cliched talk of u kno those a new begging shit and all . Well frankly , its so cliched that its values are diluted across the realms.

Anyways lets talk about something else shall we , for change lets talk about no wat you'll do in the holidays but wat u will specifically not do in a holiday........

Well of course no one will read (Unless its Sujith .LOLLS ....just kidding). I guess many people will watch TV. Just like me , they are. Anyways , wat else is there to do?

And blogging only me and sujith(I have been courteous enough to mention his name several instances of his name in my blog with no adequate response from the other side??)

Any way tats it for now .. ciaooooo