Recollect

I recollect , the first dew ,
That brightened my eyes,
Its glimmering surface ,
and that the back of a mice.

I recollect , my first fall ,
Although too long
Fading away from memory ,
Just as an old song.

I recollect , my friends
and i did realize ,
That there were few who were true
But others wove lies.

I recollect , the first rays of the sun
striking earth with utmost gentleness ,
Breaks the atmosphere into a riot of colors
and power which we ought to harness.

I recollect , my first song
About a rats and cats,
Very primeval , doing what they best do ,
Hiding under rats and mats.

I recollect , my first crush
I didn't know then
The meaning of love ,
I didn't want to know and i wouldn't listen

But as i sit in contemplation,
I recollect you the most,
what you meant to me ,
and probably will mean the same to my ghost.

I recollect , thine beauty ,
Then I did slumber
No wake nor path,
For all that was sombre.

To these and these measure,
I never said a word to thee
Although my heart burnt
And my love prayed to be set free.

Yet i contained my heart ,
For all that is good ,
And watched you walk right past me .
Thinking of of me as some lewd.

And as i sit in contemplation ,
I know not what to recollect ,
For after you went away
There was not much to collect

Darkness lane

It seems to be the end of the line
Nowhere to go , and i bear no ensign.

The path has grown dark,
The shadows still withdraw
The darkness is so blinding ,
It has left me in awe.

I have lost all hope,
All signs of determination
All drowned under ,
My unaccountable fascination.

The world grieves away ,
As students will inherit ,
The skills and the standards ,
and to there name merits.

Engulfed in sorrow
Contemplation of Joy
For all unearthly effect
Life has become a toy.

Lost beneath years of shallow cry,
coming back to haunt me by.
I live but in the sands of time.
All i can do now is but copy and mime.

Breach of stature , no world behold
The stars are coming to reveal what they hold.
With miseries and sorrow untold,
Yet mystics wait as the elements unfold.

The solution then is simple thus,
And then again , illumination.
All realization dawns upon,
and repentance for thy faction.

Yet again we think ,
That darkness is but destroyed ,
With light's victory
The undead remain overjoyed.

Yet all these words they say
convey no meaning ,
No one but understands these words,
No one but the demeaning

Then again I count my claims,
There were so many who did the same
Many remained on top , recognition and fame.
But others like us continue down darkness lane.

Love

Love is but a complex state of malleable emotions , only because this feeling can be flattened by a mere heart break ,

Here is Sujith's story of his failed love
written exclusively by him

Never thought I would be singing a song Never thought I would fall so deep in love Never thought that it could possibly be you Never thought you would steal my lonely heart. Your memories seem to fly You were so shy and so was I You told me not to lie, but be alive Even though not to cry, I always try The past soon comes haunting by! The past soon comes haunting by! Your beauty was never to be compared Your feelings for me, were floating in the air You held me tight and showed that you cared Yet the emotions I could not share I was caught in a snare, I could not bear! Never thought I would be singing a song Never thought I would fall so deep in love Never thought that it could possibly be you Never thought you would steal my lonely heart. In your eyes, the sparkle glowed You gently touched and clearly showed Something inside me really moved Was it my belly or the love I had for you!? Without you my day wouldn’t proceed In my actions I could never succeed For the cause of this my mind did heed Why? Did I cede? Or really need? Your memories seem to fly You were so shy and so was I You told me not to lie, but be alive Even though not to cry, I always try The past soon comes haunting by! The past soon comes haunting by! For the rest you may always shine But I cannot ask if you are fine I loved you when I was only nine Although you were just a friend of mine.

Or was the friendship just a reason In the auburn autumn season? Was I the one you had chosen? To watch me watch your cheeks rosé? I felt I had to wait and reckon That’s where I was mistaken I knew I had lots of time to spare But realized that God never did care He had plans for me and my burdened heart For here she was and then was lost In that moment my heart did break! I cried and cried till my world did shake! Why did I not tell her earlier But knew that now it did not matter Never thought I would be singing a song Never thought I would fall so deep in love Never thought that it could possibly be you Never thought you would steal my lonely heart. Your memories stay with me With the feeling of ecstasy My thoughts roam around the sea Searching for traces of you and me. Yet I know that you still love me! Yet I know that you still love me! Your memories seem to fly You were so shy and so was I You told me not to lie, but be alive Even though not to cry, I always try The past soon comes haunting by! The past soon comes haunting by! Never thought I would be singing a song Never thought I would fall so deep in love Never thought that it could possibly be you Never thought you would steal my lonely heart. Never thought I would be singing a song Never thought I would fall so deep in love Never thought that it could possibly be you Never thought you would steal my lonely heart.

And yet again i cannot but help to be amazed at such idiosyncratic behaviour.
How can he know about the truths of ever told love.
How ever................