The End of the road?

I cannot stop to think the possibilities that would eventually fall upon me , after a period of 4 months.

I cannot but digest the fact that my journey in this temple will soon come to an end > I who entered as a blind devotee with absolute aloofness of nature and life will go out as an enlightened soul.

Rather intriguing is the fact that , there exists an every so delicate bond , with all of those I have formed Acquaintance with. I cannot fail to agree that there we are but mere shadows , which may cross path with other shadows but ultimately our goal is to com to The light.

More recently I have realized that I am but a mere nobody ............. But unfortunate for me I never stop calculating.

My mind is not contented with what it has and what it has to offer. For many I times I have begin quests to seek unknown miseries and horrors only to find that it is but empty and fruitless.

Curtailing my words ,People do not seem to realize me , People think my pretexts are "boring" as the commons put it . Such down a word , such filth. I am but amazed . These words do not strike me at any instance of time . I'd rather call it dreary.

Nevertheless , back to the point. People who but live a life with not a bit understanding of the highest degree of untold eruditions , cannot but remain in an incomprehensible state of my words. To them these are mere words , but to those of us who really do know what we are (like a friend of mine..Sujith), these words are paths, the ultimate truths , although it may seem unintelligible at times. I assure you , that you cannot but stand in amazement at the truths that my words convey.

Texts are not "boring" , it the reader whose mind is so full of the worldly that they cannot but find it boring .

Yes , I blame them who find these words boring. Although I have no achieved the skill yet to compete with my fellow friend Sujith . I can but asuure that his words do convey a meaning so as mine . It is but or us to seek and follow , and find the meaning.

It is ours in the making.